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3-years-gal

Tue Sep 8, 2009, 11:41 AM
As Usual, I haven't updated this lately, but now I felt like I had to write something down, even if no one reads it.

OK, here's the F'cking deal!

I've been Deeply in love with this girl, Let's call her "3-years-gal" (for how long I've been in l9ve with her), for just about three years now. I've done practically everything in my power to make her feel the same for me. That is, I've been trying to be nice to her, I've bought her gifts, I've talked to her, tried to learn to know her, and asked her to go out with me a couple of times. She has said no every time, cause she's for some reason convinced that I'd break up with her after a week, to go looking for some other girl. WHY she'd get an idea like that, i have no F'cking clue, but it's absurd, since she's the only girl I've ever truly loved since I met her 6 years ago. When we met in fourth grade, i only thought she was pretty, and never thought of this "Love" thing, but as we both grew up, I've started to realise that I'm in love with her.

Now what I'm so F'cking upset about is that I've been in love with her for 3 Years! 3 YEARS! I've done everything in my POWER as a human being to make her at least like me. Guess what happened.

A month ago, she met this 17 year old guy. (she, and I, are 15.) They "Fell in love at fi4st sight", as she said to me.

Now what's the deal with this horny ass 17 year old bastard!? He's not even a nice guy! Of course she thinks he is, but that's just because he's he Freakin' Boyfriend! Her first kiss was With Him! I even think he took he verginity away!

and here i stand. Lonley as ever... tha two girls that have said they love me, is my old girlfrien Linnéa, and siri. Linnéa and i broke up, cause we didn't love eche other, and i cant get together with siri, 'cuzz i don't love her. The only girl i've ever loved, i realise now, i Felicia. And I'll never have her... I feel like... what's the deal with this? What's the deal with... love?... Life?...

(The reason or the Pirate mood, is that i can't chanche it, cuz my computer is fucked up!)

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  • Favourite movie: Men in balck, lord of the rings and starwars!
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:iconlordofthezodiac:
~lordofthezodiac Oct 23, 2009, 10:02:05 AM
hi jonny :)

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no body likes you..everyone left you...there all off without you..having fun. the beginning of my fave (green day song)
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~Bassejr Oct 23, 2009, 2:31:37 PM
Hi honey! ^^

How was your day? Any interesting plans for the weakend? Or for Halloween?

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what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But if it kills you, you're dead.:jarksaber:
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~lordofthezodiac Oct 23, 2009, 5:18:58 PM
my day when't aweful but thank you for asking, and for the weekend im not doing much just slave work as always T__T and halloween is about the same, what about you do you have planes? :)

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no body likes you..everyone left you...there all off without you..having fun. the beginning of my fave (green day song)
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~Bassejr Oct 23, 2009, 5:51:48 PM
well, the weakend, and the weak after it will be kind of dull. but Halloween will be speciall this year. I'm going trick or treating for the first time in my life. ^^

I've found a Monk-hood and a pair of monster gloves and some theater makeup for my costume.

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what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But if it kills you, you're dead.:jarksaber:
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~lordofthezodiac Oct 23, 2009, 6:13:09 PM
what do you mean trick or treat for the frist time? you mean you've never gone be for :wow:

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no body likes you..everyone left you...there all off without you..having fun. the beginning of my fave (green day song)
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